my lady bugs finger power...

lady bug,

today you helped mommy yet again. i was feeing anxious as usual :) 

i layed down next to you and you held my finger and as soon as your hand touched mine all my anxiety went away, i remembered what was important- you. all i could thingk about was how much i loved you and how greatful iam for you.

<3 

your mommy 

my lady bugs first thanksgiving...

lady bug,

today was your first thanksgiving! we went to grammy raras and papas house and ate lots of yummy turkey, raras homemade rolls, and played with uncles jack, greg, tyler, & aunts amy & danielle. after dinner we went to the movies and saw tower heist with great aunt sharla, & ggma& ggpa stout. afterwards we ate some pumpkin pie, which is mommys favorite and then we went to try and get some deals at black friday with aunt TT but we struck out. you stayed home with grammy and i missed you!

always remember to be greatful for your blessings and to thank your Father in Heaven for all that you have been given.

<3 

your mommy

my lady bugs smile...

lady bug,

today mommy had a tough day. i was sad and pretty discouraged. i felt a little hopeless. but then i turned to you and you looked at me with those big pretty eyes and smiled a big smile and grabbed my finger and at that moment nothing else mattered. everything i had been worried about went away. you have the power to take away all my sorrows. you are mommys best friend and i know that no matter what you will love me. i am so grateful for you and love you more than you know. thank you for loving me.

<3 

your mommy

my lady bugs first laugh...

lady bug,

today mommy was kissing your tummy and you laughed for the first time! it was so exciting... it was the most amazing sound i have ever heard. i immediately began to cry, i was so happy, but i was sad daddy wasnt there to hear it. luckily you did it again and i was able to get it on video and send it to daddy.

<3 

your mommy

my lady bugs snuggle bug...

my lady bug, 

mommy is very tired. you havent been sleeping very well. i think it is because our room is too cold, but im not sure. last night you slept between me and daddy. 

(dont tell... but i like it better when you sleep in our bed :) )

i love to snuggle with my lady :)

right now you are laying with your dad watching the DUCKS game and talking and eating your little hand. you love watching sports with our daddy and he loves spending time with you.

<3
your mommy

my lady bugs dancing with her dawdy...

lady bug, 

you and your dawdy have so many fun times together here are a few of them that i caught on tape :)

my lady bugs bravery...

my lady bug, 

today you helped mommy be brave. i had to go get my cavities filled at the dentist and you helped me have the courage i needed to make it through something that was very scary for me. whenever i was nervous i  just thought of you. thanks for being there for me :)

<3 

your mommy

my lady bugs a miracle...

lady bug,

right now as i write this you are asleep on my chest. it is THE most amazing feeling in the entire world. your soft, fine , fluffy hairs are tickling my chin and your cute little buns are sitting in my hand. i can see your tiny back going up and down as you breath. you are a miracle. i am holding a miracle in my hands... i am the luckiest person because i get to be your mommy.

its almost 2 pm and you have been asleep for most of the day. sometimes you wake up with little whimpers and other times with smiles and giggles. i think you may be having good and bad dreams, either way mommy will be there for you when you wake up, to hold you if your sad and to smile with you when your happy. i love you so much my Brylee Sue!

<3
your mommy

my lady bug is getting so big...

lady bug,

today i put away your newborn clothes...

they are so sweet and tiny. you are only 3 months old but you have grown so much. 

i love watching you learn and grow but miss the 

little tiny baby brylee i brought home from the hospital. 

when i see photos or watch you grow out of your clothes i realize what people mean when they say,"they grow up so fast." you cant really comprehend that statement until you are a parent and see your own babies grow right before your eyes. the other day i fed you and put you down for a nap and when you woke up i swear you had already grown a little bigger. you are so smart and learn so fast. i can't wait to see the great things you will accomplish.

<3

 your mommy